Jessie J - Nobody's Perfect

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect
 

If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never wanna cross that line
I should of kept it between us but no I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it

I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect

No, no, no, no, no, no, no,nobody's perfect

Im Not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you
I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that ill never do that again to you.
I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no,

And I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around and I'm the one that's hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect. yeah yeah
Dont tell me, dont tell me
No,no
You cant forgive
No
Because nobody's perfect

Jessie J - Who You Are

  I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!
(who you are [x11])

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less it's working, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WHOA!
Just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...

No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
Yeah yeah yeah...

#Me......

Aku orangnya biasa-biasa aja, gak ada yang spesial yang bisa dibanggakan dari aku. Aku juga gak memiliki ingatan yang banyak tentang moment/kenangan yang bersejarah di masa kecil aku.

 

Saat itu, yang aku tahu dan aku ingat sampai saat ini adalah bahwa sejak kecil aku tinggal bersama Ibu, nenek dan kakek yang selalu menjagaku—bagiku, mereka adalah orang-orang terbaik dan aku sangat bangga dan bersyukur memilikinya—I LOVE U all. Sedangkan sosok ayah saat itu sangat asing bagiku. Tanpa dia, aku tetap merasa aman, justru keberadaannya yang bagiku sangat asing itu malah menakuti aku. Yup, aku takut padanya, pada ayah aku sendiri. Mungkin karena dia tidak tinggal bersamaku, dan hanya menemuiku sebulan sekali. Saat itu aku tahu kalau dia ayahku karena ibu, nenek dan kakek bilang dia itu ayah aku, tapi saat itu aku sama sekali tidak tahu makna dari kata ‘ayah’ itu.

Setelah tamat di SD, aku sempat bingung mau lanjut di mana. Teman-temanku banyak yang milih lanjut di salah satu SMP negeri—SMP yang sangat diidam-idamkan oleh teman-teman dan dianggap the Best—yang letaknya gak jauh dari rumahku dan juga SD aku. Waktu itu, aku cuma nemenin salah satu temanku buat ngambil formulir pendaftaran di SMP itu—aku sih gak ikut ambil formulir—dan sesampainya di rumah, eeehhhhh....aku dikasih selembar kertas dari ibu. Ternyata ibu baru tiba dari perjalanannya mengambilkan aku formulir di sebuah pesantren yang letaknya cukup jauh dari rumah, lama perjalanan kira-kira 2 jam lebih pakai kendaraan umum, maklum belum ada kendaraan pribadi, hehehe...

Tibalah saatnya aku harus meninggalkan rumah dan kampung halaman tercinta, meninggalkan keluarga dan teman-teman tersayang. Meninggalkan semua yang sudah aku kenal menuju ke suatu tempat yang pasti akan terasa asing bagiku. :'

Menginjakkan kaki untuk pertama kalinya rasa asiiiiiing buanget. Saat itu, aku datang ditemani ibu. Ibu mengajakku ke rumah temannya yang juga mengabdi di pesantren itu. Kami pun untuk sementara tinggal di situ.